My soul faints with longing for your salvation,
But I have put my hope in your word.
That internal longing? Â That yearning after fulfillment of God’s promises? Â That’s the soul’s cry for a rescue that is of God. Â While it remains I have a healthy appetite, but my hope runs deeper than emotion. Â It is a fact – a completed act and vow that I can observe within myself.
My eyes fail, looking for your promise.
I say, “When will you comfort me?”
My body follows the pattern of my spirit and my mind, properly confessing that he will, that he has promised to save, but asking when. Â We are allowed to ask “When?” – but asked to trust he will.
Though I am like a wineskin in the smoke
I do not forget your decrees.
Losing weight, tanned, dirty, smelly, stinging eyes – all this is secondary. Â Though I am in pain and though my body tends cries for attention, I do not forget, for my knowledge of God’s laws is not simply the interest of my mind. Â My spiritual memory is formed of my past actions, which prove that I have not forgotten God’s way, because even now I long for him.
How long must your servant wait? Â
When will you punish my persecutors?
Asking these questions directly means that the only real answer comes with God’s action.
The arrogant dig pitfalls for me –
Contrary to your law.
Ridiculous, isn’t it Lord? Â What do they imagine they will achieve? Â Let me draw your attention to it, Father. Â Here are traps – illegal traps! Â For me! Â When I am following your decrees the path is firm and dry – but traps are everywhere.
All your commands are trustworthy,
Help me, for men persecute me without cause.
My persecutors do not know, follow or understand your commands. Â Help me by helping me to follow these trustworthy commands that will characterise my life so differently – by trusting, not imagining my own way, by doing, not worrying – and so within my own mind to remove those causeless, weak persecutors which I now know to be impermanent and senseless. Â My own self-indulgent habits and ways of thought that have become traps for me as I walk your path – help me to disregard such unholiness.
They almost wiped me from the earth
But I have not forsaken your precepts.
Even King David risked being forgotten, it seems. Â But what is more permanent than wealth and Kingdoms? Â God’s law – and all those things that follow the pattern of God’s instruction share its security.
Preserve my life according to your love
and I will obey the statutes of your mouth.
These aren’t just any statutes! Â God’s spoken care for us is as eternal as his ancient rules – but we have a new promise of these rules, no longer rules to us but a conversation. Â And this is his preservation – to be with us and in us by his Word.